It hurts so much. I was with two of my friends and two of their guy friends, one of them sort of my guy friend joined the group. The one who's sort of my guy friend made a joke about cutting and I wanted to say something. So. Badly. But no one knows I cut, and I don't want them to. Maybe if it were just him and I, I'd call him out on it and tell him to not joke about it because people all around you are like that, but it wasn't and I didn't.