This is makin me speechless. You cant even explain to your best friend how you feel. It's just that feeling, That no one else understands. You don't know how to word it, it's the feeling no one else gets.
I can't be friends with you now. by the time I've healed enough to be able to look at you and not fall again, i won't want it. you can't be friends with someone you love and when it comes to you it's all or nothing for me.