this has so many meanings. for example: once i tried to turn the light on in the bathroom while extremely intoxicated and i could not for the life of me find the freakin switch. i lost my mind in the darkness that night.
Sometimes being bipolar is so damn difficult that I can't help hating myself; just wishing I could be like everyone else, that I could have normal days with normal emotions. But I can't be like everyone else so I cry.
It's very hard when someone notices you self harm and they act like they don't care.it's even worse when they blame or insult you for doing it.or when you think your best friend truly cares but doesn't