Please don't ask if I'm okay. I might do something stupid like open up to you and I'm really tired of getting close to people and watching them leave me like I'm nothing. I always lose the people I'm close to
It is proof that scars run deep and have touched the soul. Do you wait patiently for the slightest bit of smile to reach her eyes. Do you long to see that flame that brightened these once sparkling eyes. I thought not.
KNOW YOURSELF: In most of our human relationships, we spend much of our time reassuring each other that our costumes of identity are on straight – Ram Dass This is for those of you that have all been a chap…
I'm sick of making things worse. I'm sick of being hurt. I'm sick of crying myself to sleep. I'm sick of hating everything. I'm sick of faking a smile. I'm sick of feeling this way. I'm sick of letting people down. I'm sick of being me.
I'm scared that I'll finally give up. I'm scared that I want to see him so bad and I can't deal with life without him. I'm scared that I'm going to end my life to be with him again because even though that's what I want it's not what he would want