"BRUISED BEHIND THE MASK” by Daryna Barykina - Both Laila and Mariam were being abused by Rasheed, however they could not complain about it to anyone or they would be punished. They had to put on a face and pretend everything was okay.
When you feel bad your mind continues to focus on all the parts of your life that seem to not be working. Then you feel even worse. This all continues until you wake up to the fact that your self-image is just a mental idea. It is just a concept
Since I remember, my heart loved the beauty of your soul . I've lost this connection, feeling, and that makes me feel sad ! I can not easily connect with people and I no longer want to connect with anyone, except of few spesific people.