Life with any narcissist IS just AN ILLUSION. There are no true feelings behind that life on their end. They can rip your heart and feelings, your world apart around you without no warning and no remorse for what they've done.
Why does this give us strength? I understand it makes it easier for the person we loved, easing their guilt. But why do we hide our strongest emotions away? to bare our souls and then see they do not care, would kill us all over again
I love him with all my life and he's gonna regret losing my love. he's gonna regret not hearing those words from me. He's gonna regret it when he sees I'm not gonna sulk around. I'm gonna live my life and have fun