I don't want to push you away. Every day I get that bit better but it will be a tough journey until my broken soul is fixed. I only hope that you can stick by me through this last hurdle so I can begin my life anew and I can heal.
I'm the girl who is always there for others people when they need a friend. I'm also the girl who faces many issues alone, but will still do anything to see someone smile. and I'm also the girl who has no friends despite being that one friend for anyone
I miss the girl that made everyone happy and didn't self-harm, wasn't suicidal. I miss the girl that had tons of friends. I miss the girl that didn't need cheering up because she was always happy. I miss the girl who used to be me.
tomorrow is just another today. How do we make tomorrow different from today? pretty soon there will be so many tomorrows past that you are old and most of the stuff you wasted your life on don't even matter anymore!
This is sad but true. Nobody really knows the real me. My deepest secrets, my darkest thoughts, my wildest dreams. And I am fine with that. I am a complex person and I don't expect people to understand me.
I grew up feeling this way. Still feel this way many days, but my depression cannot keep me down. I fight every. I wish for things to be easy, to be strong, and sometimes it's impossible. Sometimes I just can't.