Never have to not anymore. After my entire adult life feeling as tho I wasn't worthy to be their girl I finally changed it around and make them beg for me ;
Maybe I do, or maybe I don't. But I've learned to say "thy will be done" because God is GRACIOUS, and grace is UNmerited favor. Trust God and He will give you BETTER than you really deserve, much to the consternation of your adversaries!
I thought about you today and I didn't want you. Thinking about you doesn't make me happy anymore. It does excite me. I don't feel the need to hear your voice anymore or see your face ever again. (I Want A Divorce)