"no one ever got tired of loving. they got tired of waiting, assuming, hearing lies, saying sorry and hurting" . tired of being on the back burner, while dating someone else; tired of being laughed at; tired of being gaslighted.
You didnt love her. You just didnt want o be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was just food for your ego. Or, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didnt love her. Because you dont destroy people you love.
I will not be any man's half-time.and I held that attitude when I was single. Pinner said: By waiting for the right man in the right time I found the love of my life and it proves the saying that "anything worth having is worth waiting for.