Atelophobia is the fear of not being good enough or imperfection. Atelophobia is classified as an anxiety disorder that can affect relationships and makes the afflicted person feel like everything they do is wrong.
Sometimes being suicidal is so damn difficult that I can't help hating myself; just wishing I could be like everyone else, that I could have normal days with normal emotions. But I can't be like everyone else and so I cry.
The Butterfly Project [Recovery from Self-Harm Behaviors] not something I would usually pin but I really like this idea/behavior modification good idea if you are getting over self harm addiction, and if you just want to show your support.