I know it's hard but it really is a choice even when life stinks. But please try to choose happiness because the people who love you also want you to be happy.if you see something beautiful in someone, speak it.
You don't lose friends because real friends can never be lost. You lose people masquerading as friends and you're BETTER FOR IT. I don't believe in friends., only acquaintances. Most People don't know what a real friend is.