*sigh* maybe we should help him & tell him it's okay if he likes Barbara. No matter how much it hurts us, he deserves love & happiness. <<< I agree. He's been waiting so long I think he deserves to be happy.
Trust me, I know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one will hear you and waiting for everyone to fall asleep so you can fall apart. For everyting to hurt so bad you just want it all to end. I know exactly how it feels.