‘your problem has always been mediocrity. you want to settle for less because it’s easy. you want to pick any job so you can tell everyone that you have a job. but what comes next after your mediocre choices is a real life where the realization of.
The sun will rise again tomorrow, so if something didn't work out today, try again tomorrow or the day after. With chronic illnesses, fatigue and pain will often change or limit your plans. Don't worry--let it go. There's still time.