It's who he was. This hit it on the nail. Even though it's been years i still can't let him go. Even though he's moved on and let me go with no after thought. But its time and I'm done breaking my own heart.
I miss you. It's not that I don't love you. I just can't take the pain and abuse that comes with being with you. My heart breaks every day and I cry every night when I don't see you next to me and smell you. I do miss you.