True for me except for the second line: I was never desperate to feel that rush. In fact, I thought I wasn't capable of it. No fool like an old, late-blooming fool. And yeah. That's exactly what it's like.
Hurts, but is true
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If this is "better for both of us" then why am I hurting so much?
I'm depresses, but darling, I love wearing bright colors, and I love things that sparkle, I laugh at everything, and I smile more than most, but darling believe me, my mind is killing me.